Wednesday 27 July 2011


Nonna's old house was situated alongside a narrow cobblestone road; Walk out the front door onto the narrow street, cross it, press yourself against a stone ledge to avoid the passing cars and Vespas and follow it to any set of ashen steps. After a rain we would pluck slugs and snails off their rocky facade and peer over the edge for anything new. Nearby was once a macelleria - beside it a set of private stables one that housed a donkey - next to it a fire pit, a large iron pot and an old woman. She would render unsellable animals parts to collect the fat she needed to make soap and boil it down.

We watched - her teeth were black and gnarled, as was her skirt. A sweater, faded from years of use, draped her small shoulders and an apron with tomato stains rested on a wooded footstool. Her legs were surprisingly smooth, probably from years of climbing the stony hill and her feet, tucked into cork wedges with jewelled bands held her steady. And she slowly stirred the mixture that bubbled in the black iron pot with what looked like a large broom handle.

We could see macabre foam curl up on the surface - it billowed and ascended carrying the added scent in droplets.
The boys nearby would tease us with tales of gypsies stealing children, the donkey would bray at them each time they passed.
And the old woman smiled at us...she always smiled at us.

words © malai carrara
Photography © nausher banaji

Tangled soul
and enchanted heart
evanescent mist and dust
the skin the scales of silver-vested promises
In alchemy she is charmed

words © malai carrara
photography with permission by Christian Demaire

Last night
indigo overspill
pooled at my feet
and the incantations
of hushed expire from phantoms
almost inaudible
standing in wait
they penetrate
my being, my existence
devoid of gentle appeal
from foxglove perfume
but with escalating forebode
arousing my senses
that had been smudged by time
the crescendo of delirium
shaking indifference from my skin
the blue mead
fanned my body
until fully absorbed

I was lucid

words © malai carrara
photography © nausher banaji
The shout of bitter bearings
Hobgoblins raking skin, clawing back
is often more than we can bare
but we grind
and we hope
the wind hollows and howls
Shake loose our bristly layer
Of apathy
and our roots
entwined in lore
relinquish their hold
The solitary traveler tumbles
Pushed by shrieks and prophets
Rolls in barbed amazement
Seeds of pity left behind



an evolved project. © malai carrara July 2011
original posted April 2011

Tuesday 26 July 2011

I am the rhythm
Of half moon and heart thumps
The tumble of celestial dew
And the reach of wisteria
As it climbs impervious

There is this strange magic
Here in the heart of silence
Where mist changes to amethyst
And the heady scent of celosia
Apprehends our sentiments

Retreat to this lush
where premonitions disperse
To dwell in moody emptiness
Singular moments to fill how we choose
with processions more divine

words © malai carrara 2011
photography © nausher banaji

I remember
tiny beads of moist across
the bridge of your nose
arms languidly draped
in a spike lee glide
we walked
we decelerated
on that hot of July
near the concrete harbour side
close enough
to taste abandon
your breath
over my creamy attention
as you whispered...
"like this?"

words © malai carrara
Photography by Grazia Camellini from the series "liliroze"

Wednesday 20 July 2011


It was in the billows
Of cerulean mist
And the fragrant aroma
Of sea-salt nostalgia
Sipping grains of time
Quietly
When I dissolved
Evaporating from my hyacinth shell
Into an endless monologue
Of cicada dharma
That stretched
from shore to white curl of hair

words ©malai carrara
Photography with permission Grazia Camellini

Can you hear
A moth, and its rhythmic wing beat
And the susurrus electric of fireflies
as their iridescent pulses pale the veneer

It swallows day and it’s droning light
The throng of foxglove and Selene
hypnotic aromas velvet over skin
beads of dewy nectar moist – tannins that warm

pupils wide and starry eyed catch
the ivy magic tremulous and enchanting
while night winds incite our immutable souls
Their rich texture awakens our senses

To dance, our mortal memories waltz
to the song of elemental green and Peridot
burnished air and breath of Josephine
sequestered we flourish in the night symphony

words © malai carrara
Photography ©Nausher Banaji

Sunday 10 July 2011

a sprinkling of limb
languidly draped under glow
warming the ache of alone

Saturday 9 July 2011


midst the silence of expire
in penumbra light
and half-sentence conversations
I drift
On dins of whispers
To where
My existence entwines
in contentment
and my sentiments
embroidered on celestial damask

words © malai carrara
image by Igor Kraguljac

Thursday 7 July 2011

thin walls of reclusive luster
and thin skin much the same
her unsteady gaze in umbra quiver
fallen tresses, deep regrets and shame
a path to perdition
where fire and blood collide
flesh scorched like soft marshmallow
the grief curls from it like smoke
there is a click in your throat
and knots in your knees
like the swirled rounds of cut trees



words © malai carrara

In these profound solitudes
under mournful half-moon light
the bleed-through color of contradiction
stains my skin with silence
only I could hear
The sound of breeze stirring through open glass
Mouths gaping as winds of reality pass
cool and damp as snakeskin creeping
breathing on panes of not and now
only I could stretch
through reflections in blackened waves
pull back curtains of apprehension
to resolve the small secrets
that hold us to rituals
only I could inhale
the mist of verbena vapours
after all the candles are blown out
the sweet and invisible narrative
that carved my existence

words © malai carrara
photography © nausher banaji